I am a Christian wife of one, mother of three, and grandmother to three and GREAT grandma to two boys and two girls! My life has been full. I have lost my son to depression/suicide. It is a pain like no other. I would have rather suffered my own death than to have suffered the death of one of my children or family member. I know I will be reunited with my Brandon in Heaven....that is the true peace from God...the only reason I am able to cope. God is good and loves us.