….oh, how I cried inside my heart as the fireworks began and ended with their final big boom concussions….it could have well been the sound of my heart breaking all over again.
I miss you my sweet guy. I stayed up the entire night in my room…playing solitaire and listening to the radio. You would love Pandora, Brandon. You would absolutely love the new Transformer movie, too. Remember when you brought the first Transformer movie to our house in Alabama for all of us to watch. You were like the little boy you used to be. What happened to all the Transformers you used to have? I can’t believe there isn’t one among the things I have saved from your childhood. Of course, I have your matchbox cars and some of your football action heroes…some of your clothes….like the little shirt that says #1 Son……you will always be our only and #1 Son.